Urgh :(

I don't know what to do, Im sat here in college feeling like complete and utter shit. I just want to be happy. I just want to be with Marc, but he's not here today. I don't know what to say to anyone that asks me whats wrong, I don't know what to do with myself. Right now its lunch, I should be out but instead I'm sat in the Mac Suite on MSN and this waiting for Marc to come back online but still hasn't yet. My lesson starts in 20 mins and I really can't be fucked to do it. Animation lessons, sounds fun, Well it is, When I'm in a happy mood.

Hopefully Marc can stay mine tonight though, I really hope he can cuz I want to see him, A whole day without seeing him, and its strange for me because I normally see him like everyday. Miss him like crazy

Listening to Linkin Park atm, And Bullet, They seem to be my depressing music ?
Feel really Emoish today. Feel down, feel upset, just want to break down and cry but I know I can't. I need to stay focused and get today out of the way, Even though its going so slow its untrue. And its even slower that Marc aint here. There's no point in leaving my lesson at 4 instead of quarter past today, No Marc to give me a kiss goodbye Thats gunna feel so weird and so upsetting
Want him by my side Really do honestly miss him, Just want to be back in his arms atm, I actually feel that shit.
Want to be cheery but I just can't. I keep listening to really depressing songs and it gets me down, because all I want to do is be with Marc, time goes fast when Im with him, and when I'm not, it goes so slow, wish it was the other way round so I could spend more time with him.